DetraxTheRavenKing

 I know I was created by a God this I know well, but a question plays in my mind, if this Deity made me, who made my flesh? Why does my skin feel foreign? I can't hide from the answer, for I know why but yet I question it as if ignorance is bliss. Ignorance is not bliss it is torture, my skin feeling this way is of my own design. I have chained myself to the past making it my prison, and making my mistakes my jailers. I can see what they can see but I can't feel what they see, they say I'm kind I can see that I do kind things but why do I not feel that I am kind. Why do I feel evil, why do I feel as if I'm a burden? Why can't I just like who

Am I a human or a creature? Am I demon wearing an angelic disguise? My skin feels foreign, my head is shrouded in a thick fog. My heart feels heavy as for the rest of the organs I don't know if they are even there. I feel like I'm not even here, where am I? I want to be free from the pain I feel, I want it to stop I want it all to go away, but how? I hate the feeling of my flesh, I want to tear it from my body, I want it all gone. I want to remove my eyes so I can't cry, I just want freedom. I feel pain from the thoughts I have from the ghosts that haunt me from the past. My mistakes, my fuck ups all in front of me. I try escaping, but I can'

  I did this all for you, I did it all for you. I bought things for you, remember that tee shirt you got in the mail I did that I got it for you when I heard you talking about it with your friends, I don't see you wear it but that's okay. I love you so much and you don't understand, my phone is filled with pictures  of you even ones while your sleeping, sometimes I'll smell your shirts and even take some things, like your tooth brush, thank you for being a heavy sleeper. I did a lot of things for you. I killed that girl in your history class, you know the one that flirted with you? I remember how much she bled as I drove a pair of scissors in

    Adam ran through the woods as fast as he could dodging the vicious pecks and talons of the black birds who were in pursuit. He tried to navigate through the dark forest, running as fast as he could, fear made his heart race and this kept the adrenaline pumping. Adam saw a way out and ran toward it only to find he wasn't free yet, there before him stood a figure dressed in a plague doctors clothing, the figure had a grey mask with a black beak, it's eyes glowed a bright blue. Adam stared in horror at the being that stood before him Adam tried to back away but was surrounded by the very birds that were pursuing him, Ravens. "I am the Raven

Dan sat on his bed covered in the red liquid of his family, he held a Colt 45 in his right hand still smoking  from the shots he had just fired. His wife and son sat in the other room dead holding each other still holding their expressions of fear and betrayal. Dan knew that the police were going to break down his door, he knew he would spend the rest of his life in prison. Dan heard only the lullaby of night, he held his cross in his left hand but God was not listening for only satan was at his side. He knew he was fucked, he knew this was the only way out, Dan took a deep breath and brought the revolver to his head, he gently pulled the ham

They rode their bikes as fast as they could that night, they were in panic mode, for the danger was following them all around cooper village. She was following them, her eyes red as the blood from a wound Michael got from her knife, she ran straight behind them like a mad woman holding her knife and just screeching the simple phrase, "friends". Billy and Omar stopped their bikes, Omar just yelled at the rest of them to go on Eliot and Alex where protesting Michael smacked both and said that they will be fine and they can take her, they reluctantly agreed and sped off with Michael leaving the two most bravest son's a bitches he ever knew to di

Leo stood on top of a deserted bus in the shit part of town, the only sound that he could hear were growls and a multitude of bangs on the side of the large vehicle.leo had no food, no water,no ammo,two cans of kerosene,a zippo lighter and a spray can, he looked tired like he hadn't slept for many days. Leo took a deep breath as he looked at the blue sky above him, the groaning and growls got louder as he was even more so surrounded, he knew his chances were slim, he just knew. Leo snapped back into reality and began pouring the kerosene down on the surrounding threat but he kept a small bit for something else. Leo grabbed the lighter and spr

Normality is such a ridiculous notion, it is a concept that does not truly exist, for it is only a concept made by men who desire what they cannot be, women who can only dream of this so called "normality". I am not normal in there eyes, a gay is not normal in there eyes, nor the disabled or strange are accepted in their false race of being, but that should not constrict is now should it? Maybe they are the strange ones? Perhaps we are what they call normal. So quick to judge us whenever they deem it necessary,but we know better, we know they are just weak and self conscious, they know we out number them, they fear that we will consume them,

I sit here in my manor of ruin and solitude, locked away other raven folk for I am alone only loved by my Ravens. They make me laugh and smile but something is missing, oh a mate I do dearly desire a raven queen perhaps. She must be a killer an evilly gorgeous girl one with a vial mind but still with a soft heart why can't I the Raven King find a mate so she and I can go on a killing date. Side by side we would be murdering,slashing, hurting, but yet still loving. I am lonely King of Ravens, perhaps for eternity alone I sit here an sigh.

Jealousy fill's my mind, desire fills my heart.i cannot end my feelings I cannot start, I feel love and I feel pain, trapped in my heart,flooded in my brain. Someone help me cleanse my pain because it's driving me insane,let me feel pure, let me receive the cure. I call out to you your not there even if you could here, would you care? I know you love him but not me, this I know and this i can see. Why do I try when I know my feeling may die. I feel alone you don't care, you love him but leave me in despair.